Today I decided that I want to live with Jordan for the rest of my life. It has been decided! I will live with Jordan for the rest of my life. I want to live in a small house and kiss her all of the time and I am going to love her with all my heart. I wanna take her with me everywhere I go. I want to always be with her. I never want to leave her and I never want her to leave me. I promised her that I would never leave her and I promised her that I would never ever cut ever again. If she leaves me I will be nothing. I love her so much.

       I wish I could go live in a circus. I think that I am perfect for it. It's crazy and sparratic and it's got a scheduled at the same time. I wish I could just run away with them and just live with Jordan of course. I want to be the person who caries all of the bags. I would like that job. It would be easy and I couldn't screw it up. I can't wait to grow up. I want an easy job that makes me enough money to live comfortably.